Lost
Its been a long long time since I blog about my personal again. I actually don't know where to start.
Oil prices starts to drop somewhere early last year. Company has decided to retrench staff. To save the company. Therefore, they left go a couple of colleagues. Then huge changes as people start to resign for a better prospect. They also hired new people. But not very close as before. Thought the retrenchment ended when Beverly was the last to leave last year somewhere in August i think. It was really sad. As in 2014, we really enjoyed, had fun. Retreats.
This year, they started to retrench again. March, Jenny and Azrin were as to go. Then it didn't stop there. Constance also left as she resign. I think she also find it meaningless to stay on. Today was her last day. So the thought was hopefully if she goes will save next people who is to go. But it didn't.
I undergo the training of PO as i have to take over her. Then, on the 2nd day of learning, my boss break the news and decided to retrench Lynn. Really! The news was too shocking. How am i suppose to handle both logistics and PO at a go. What a joke!
I have not been myself the next day. Cos i couldn't believe and accept. I think i wasn't thinking. I was so lost, you know what. I was supposed to bring my cup to pantry for a wash. Somehow, i brought the glass to the toilet. Till i got to the toilet then realise that i was holding it all along. That is how blur and lost i was.
Oil prices starts to drop somewhere early last year. Company has decided to retrench staff. To save the company. Therefore, they left go a couple of colleagues. Then huge changes as people start to resign for a better prospect. They also hired new people. But not very close as before. Thought the retrenchment ended when Beverly was the last to leave last year somewhere in August i think. It was really sad. As in 2014, we really enjoyed, had fun. Retreats.
This year, they started to retrench again. March, Jenny and Azrin were as to go. Then it didn't stop there. Constance also left as she resign. I think she also find it meaningless to stay on. Today was her last day. So the thought was hopefully if she goes will save next people who is to go. But it didn't.
I undergo the training of PO as i have to take over her. Then, on the 2nd day of learning, my boss break the news and decided to retrench Lynn. Really! The news was too shocking. How am i suppose to handle both logistics and PO at a go. What a joke!
I have not been myself the next day. Cos i couldn't believe and accept. I think i wasn't thinking. I was so lost, you know what. I was supposed to bring my cup to pantry for a wash. Somehow, i brought the glass to the toilet. Till i got to the toilet then realise that i was holding it all along. That is how blur and lost i was.
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