Day 72
Its been a long time since my last update. Which i am suppose to update on my baby status but i don't seems to have time during that time. Have to pass down my work and everything seems to happen so quickly. My baby today is on her day 72. Which means I'm also counting down to return to work.
After being a mother for these 72 days. I really need to bow to those mothers and after last week, i really feel that i have a super duper lazy husband till i myself i cannot take it. Why would i say after since last week?
My mum went back home for a week to rest. So left me and baby at home. During this week, finally see the husband true color. On the Friday, i was still hoping he would help to look after the baby. So when he told me he was tired. Ok, fine. Go and sleep.
Saturday, doing my daily routine. Feed, changing diaper, pump. Woke up early in the morning at 9am cos baby feeding. (I've already waking up every 3hrs) My friend pop by, bought us breakfast cum lunch. After she left, baby have to bath. I told baby, Daddy gonna bath for you. The husband just replied, mummy will bath you. What the?!?! Ok. Fine. Then feed her, Daddy you wanna feed? Nah, you feed her. What the?!?!? Seems like i superwoman or i wonder woman that doesn't need rest? Everytime i asked for help, he will just reject me and go play his computer. Baby cry, he will just sit there touch her and ask her why. I'll be damm happy if she can answer me why is she crying. For goodness sake just carry her can't you. (in my heart was saying that) Its not always hungry or wet diaper will cry. At times, baby just need attention. Arrggghhh....
How times flies and reaches evening. He will get out and buy dinner. Does that consider taking a break? During dinner time, baby start crying, mummy need to pump. So its me again, looking after and where the husband, in his room playing his game.
Lately baby won't sleep during night, i would accompany her till she drop. It was past 2am. Husband tells me he is tired. He need to sleep. Then i said baby how? He said just sleep. You need to sleep. I switch off the light and dozed off all the way. Lucky thing, i think baby knows mother is extremely tired. She woke up 4hrs later crying for milk and here i am blogging after she finished. The husband is snoring away. Its going to 8am. Shagged.
Really wonder why. Why everything i do its a must. Then he can don't bother.
Whenever i have visitors, he would ask me why. What a funny question during this period. What else can a person to come to visit me now? For fun? Obviously to see your daughter. I never asked, why your family every weekend come for. For what? Free dinner is it? Sometimes, words are just at the corner of my mouth. I just hold back not to say anything. I believe, now after enduring this one week of not helpful husband, whatever that comes out from my mouth could sound very awful.
Throw back to Tuesday. My classmates ask me go out. Bring the baby along. I wasn't sure i can handle. But still went out. Cos i think i need a break. I'm not doing confinement. I'm on my 4mths of maternity. Shouldn't i be enjoying? I've told him, all he said was he worry about baby. So what about me? Shouldn't i need a break too? (When i told him, he just reply with, LOL.) But my break i have to bring baby along. He can happily go out with his friend without much worry cos me and my mum is home to look after. He can put 100% heart to go out. What about me? I know, i am a mother now, have to put priority to the baby. But cannot be always me. I've thought he changed during my pregnancy. What a joke. He changed because I'm carrying his baby. But when baby out, he is back to his attitude. I cannot wait. I cannot wait to get back to work. Although i know i will missed the bonding times with my baby. Haiz...
I cannot take it when he tells me he is tired.
I cannot take it when i asked him do things, he reject.
I cannot take it when baby cries, he ask why.
So guys out there, please don't let your woman too tired. She is also a human. I always tell my friends that i also want to be a hot mama after birth. But seems like i will be a shagged mama instead of hot.
After being a mother for these 72 days. I really need to bow to those mothers and after last week, i really feel that i have a super duper lazy husband till i myself i cannot take it. Why would i say after since last week?
My mum went back home for a week to rest. So left me and baby at home. During this week, finally see the husband true color. On the Friday, i was still hoping he would help to look after the baby. So when he told me he was tired. Ok, fine. Go and sleep.
Saturday, doing my daily routine. Feed, changing diaper, pump. Woke up early in the morning at 9am cos baby feeding. (I've already waking up every 3hrs) My friend pop by, bought us breakfast cum lunch. After she left, baby have to bath. I told baby, Daddy gonna bath for you. The husband just replied, mummy will bath you. What the?!?! Ok. Fine. Then feed her, Daddy you wanna feed? Nah, you feed her. What the?!?!? Seems like i superwoman or i wonder woman that doesn't need rest? Everytime i asked for help, he will just reject me and go play his computer. Baby cry, he will just sit there touch her and ask her why. I'll be damm happy if she can answer me why is she crying. For goodness sake just carry her can't you. (in my heart was saying that) Its not always hungry or wet diaper will cry. At times, baby just need attention. Arrggghhh....
How times flies and reaches evening. He will get out and buy dinner. Does that consider taking a break? During dinner time, baby start crying, mummy need to pump. So its me again, looking after and where the husband, in his room playing his game.
Lately baby won't sleep during night, i would accompany her till she drop. It was past 2am. Husband tells me he is tired. He need to sleep. Then i said baby how? He said just sleep. You need to sleep. I switch off the light and dozed off all the way. Lucky thing, i think baby knows mother is extremely tired. She woke up 4hrs later crying for milk and here i am blogging after she finished. The husband is snoring away. Its going to 8am. Shagged.
Really wonder why. Why everything i do its a must. Then he can don't bother.
Whenever i have visitors, he would ask me why. What a funny question during this period. What else can a person to come to visit me now? For fun? Obviously to see your daughter. I never asked, why your family every weekend come for. For what? Free dinner is it? Sometimes, words are just at the corner of my mouth. I just hold back not to say anything. I believe, now after enduring this one week of not helpful husband, whatever that comes out from my mouth could sound very awful.
Throw back to Tuesday. My classmates ask me go out. Bring the baby along. I wasn't sure i can handle. But still went out. Cos i think i need a break. I'm not doing confinement. I'm on my 4mths of maternity. Shouldn't i be enjoying? I've told him, all he said was he worry about baby. So what about me? Shouldn't i need a break too? (When i told him, he just reply with, LOL.) But my break i have to bring baby along. He can happily go out with his friend without much worry cos me and my mum is home to look after. He can put 100% heart to go out. What about me? I know, i am a mother now, have to put priority to the baby. But cannot be always me. I've thought he changed during my pregnancy. What a joke. He changed because I'm carrying his baby. But when baby out, he is back to his attitude. I cannot wait. I cannot wait to get back to work. Although i know i will missed the bonding times with my baby. Haiz...
I cannot take it when he tells me he is tired.
I cannot take it when i asked him do things, he reject.
I cannot take it when baby cries, he ask why.
So guys out there, please don't let your woman too tired. She is also a human. I always tell my friends that i also want to be a hot mama after birth. But seems like i will be a shagged mama instead of hot.
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