Lost A Tooth
At home now waiting for time to past. Not feeling very good now as the aching is still there. Took the pain killer given by the doctor for my tooth and it's still feel swollen and painful. Cannot really laugh much either.
Have not been sleeping well lately. Probably, too much things to think lately. After my BF had moved out of my house. If you were to ask why he moved out?!?! I think, i shall just drop the matter. I don't want to talk about it either. Haiz....
Few more days, and Hong Kong here i come. Can't wait to visit my long long time friend who is a Hongkie. She used to study in Singapore during the primary school time. Oohh Gosh!!! That is like more than 12-15 years ago. The last time i saw her was many years back. During my secondary school days. She already got married now. Planning for kids soon. So i guess, that's life.
You grow, study, work, into a relationship, married, kids, see your kids grow, study and the cycle carry on again and then grow old with your old man. Lolx!!! That's life!!! Well, what else do you expect in life? Other than get out of your own country and look at the rest of the worlds. Basically, there is nothing else human can do. Slowly, all your friends will start to leave you as they also have their own life to live. Only some good friends, will still keep in touch. Other than that... ERm..... That's it!!!
Below there is a paragraph. It was send by the same guy which you probably have seen it from my previous post. For malays folks, i can't help to translate.*Sorry*
Below is the paragraph that he send to my hp. I copy it down. What you think?
Have not been sleeping well lately. Probably, too much things to think lately. After my BF had moved out of my house. If you were to ask why he moved out?!?! I think, i shall just drop the matter. I don't want to talk about it either. Haiz....
Few more days, and Hong Kong here i come. Can't wait to visit my long long time friend who is a Hongkie. She used to study in Singapore during the primary school time. Oohh Gosh!!! That is like more than 12-15 years ago. The last time i saw her was many years back. During my secondary school days. She already got married now. Planning for kids soon. So i guess, that's life.
You grow, study, work, into a relationship, married, kids, see your kids grow, study and the cycle carry on again and then grow old with your old man. Lolx!!! That's life!!! Well, what else do you expect in life? Other than get out of your own country and look at the rest of the worlds. Basically, there is nothing else human can do. Slowly, all your friends will start to leave you as they also have their own life to live. Only some good friends, will still keep in touch. Other than that... ERm..... That's it!!!
Below there is a paragraph. It was send by the same guy which you probably have seen it from my previous post. For malays folks, i can't help to translate.*Sorry*
Below is the paragraph that he send to my hp. I copy it down. What you think?
我是想说:
要是有一天我门能够在一起,
我一定对你一个女人好, 包括你家人.
宠你, 不骗你.
答应你的每一件事情, 我都要做到.
对你讲的每一句话多会是真心.
不期骗你, 骂你, 要关心你.
别人期负你, 我会第一时间出来帮你.
你开心, 我会陪你开心.
你不开心, 我会哄你开心.
永远觉的你是最漂亮的.
梦里也要见到你.
在我心里只有你
Probably its like a copying phrase out from somewhere. I know he meant well or maybe he really mean it. If you were to ask me, what is my thinking now or after that sms he sent? I can only say. I am neutral. YES! I won't deny that i am happy when with him. I mean friends also can be happy isn't it? I also don't know is there the feeling "LIKE" in it.
Yesterday, went out with "R". Told her about it. She asked: You happy when you are with him, but you don't even know you like him or not?!?! I was also asking myself that question. Is it because i am still holding onto something. That's the reason why i couldn't even bring myself to like him? Haiz... Confusing duh!!! Never mind. That's is not the problem yet. The problem now i think i should think is my current situation.
Think i shall not beat around the bush and say things that you all don't know. So..... I think..... I shall just not say anything. Haha..... Alright folks.... I'm going to take a nap now for awhile. Tata....
要是有一天我门能够在一起,
我一定对你一个女人好, 包括你家人.
宠你, 不骗你.
答应你的每一件事情, 我都要做到.
对你讲的每一句话多会是真心.
不期骗你, 骂你, 要关心你.
别人期负你, 我会第一时间出来帮你.
你开心, 我会陪你开心.
你不开心, 我会哄你开心.
永远觉的你是最漂亮的.
梦里也要见到你.
在我心里只有你
Probably its like a copying phrase out from somewhere. I know he meant well or maybe he really mean it. If you were to ask me, what is my thinking now or after that sms he sent? I can only say. I am neutral. YES! I won't deny that i am happy when with him. I mean friends also can be happy isn't it? I also don't know is there the feeling "LIKE" in it.
Yesterday, went out with "R". Told her about it. She asked: You happy when you are with him, but you don't even know you like him or not?!?! I was also asking myself that question. Is it because i am still holding onto something. That's the reason why i couldn't even bring myself to like him? Haiz... Confusing duh!!! Never mind. That's is not the problem yet. The problem now i think i should think is my current situation.
Think i shall not beat around the bush and say things that you all don't know. So..... I think..... I shall just not say anything. Haha..... Alright folks.... I'm going to take a nap now for awhile. Tata....
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