Ended
This suppose to be my second post. However, blogger never managed to save the previous blog. So i guess i have to forget it.
Today 15 May 2010, i have ended my relationship with Desmond. Didn't end it in a nice way and he was like very clearly stated and very persistent on asking me to reconsider of this relationship. From then on, i already know he wanted to end it. If you were to ask me how am i feeling now, i can say is I'm a little lost in the space. I am lost because this was not the way that i wanted to end it, I never expected to end it this way too. I did nothing to deserve all his scoldings. Probably after this, i should be resting for sometime before i start of with another guy who will really shower me with love, care and concern. A man who wouldn't hurt me. A man who really treats me well from the bottom of his heart. I'm tired. At least from today onwards, i don't have to hide anymore. I don't have to feel the cut or pain in the heart.
PL, Adeline, Raymond and my mother is with me here at this moment of the break up. They didn't really console me or support me. They just say what they feel. Seems that they prefer me ending this heartbreaking relationship with a man who doesn't deserve my love at all.
Haiz... Ok then. Eliz today will have to be back myself and from today onwards, i have nothing to hide anymore. I gain back my freedom and do what i want to do. Happy or sad without him, it's for me to find out in a few days time down the road. Hopefully, there are people supporting me and give a little more attention to me for the next few weeks. :)
Bye!!
Today 15 May 2010, i have ended my relationship with Desmond. Didn't end it in a nice way and he was like very clearly stated and very persistent on asking me to reconsider of this relationship. From then on, i already know he wanted to end it. If you were to ask me how am i feeling now, i can say is I'm a little lost in the space. I am lost because this was not the way that i wanted to end it, I never expected to end it this way too. I did nothing to deserve all his scoldings. Probably after this, i should be resting for sometime before i start of with another guy who will really shower me with love, care and concern. A man who wouldn't hurt me. A man who really treats me well from the bottom of his heart. I'm tired. At least from today onwards, i don't have to hide anymore. I don't have to feel the cut or pain in the heart.
PL, Adeline, Raymond and my mother is with me here at this moment of the break up. They didn't really console me or support me. They just say what they feel. Seems that they prefer me ending this heartbreaking relationship with a man who doesn't deserve my love at all.
Haiz... Ok then. Eliz today will have to be back myself and from today onwards, i have nothing to hide anymore. I gain back my freedom and do what i want to do. Happy or sad without him, it's for me to find out in a few days time down the road. Hopefully, there are people supporting me and give a little more attention to me for the next few weeks. :)
Bye!!
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